Fact: Never will I ever be able to fathom the rate at which time passes.
And it's still blowing my mind how it's weekend AGAIN (nope, not complaining!) when it seems like yesterday I was just dreading Monday. It just zoomed past me leaving me sweaty and confused. What have I even fulfilled this week aside from the routine of work and chores and errands? Ahh, everything's just too fast and it's getting harder to breathe sometimes.
Losing Myself
Is it just me? Is it the corporate life? Is it the turnaround of people in my life this past year? It can be just overwhelming that my introvert self is having a hard time catching up. I swear, one of my birthday wishes this year was for time to slow tf down even for just a bit.
You know, like when something major happens and you just want to mull it over - reflect, decipher what it means, think about your next step - but then time won't chill and you're forced to deal, pronto. Makes you wonder what you would have done instead if you had more time in your hands, yeah?
I get it, it's a challenge and we all have to live with it. I just can't quit questioning why; trying to look for a workaround because I'm not sure this is how I would like to spend the rest of my time living. If only somebody, or something, out there exists that can freeze time.
And don't even get me started with adulting and the pressures of self-set deadlines. UGH
Anyway, I definitely missed pouring my thoughts out here. So much has happened and most of my free time were spent cleaning, catching up, and planning my life out (too much planning though, not enough doing - gotta get that fixed) ;)
Gudak image from Leobhel Cueto
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