Sunday, May 24, 2015

Beach perfect

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This weekend marks my first free weekend after 5 straight weeks of family and work happenings and I proudly spent it watching Supernatural season 10 episodes! What can I say, I missed my home and my laptop and my couch and just not having to be anywhere, really. And just like that, my weekend's gone with the wind. I still have 3 episodes of my favorite hunters left, though, so there's that.

Quick updates:
  • We finally got to visit the famous (or almost famous) Anawangin and Nagsasa Cove in Zambales (pictured above). Got to live like castaways without electricity and internet for one night and two days so we've got nothing to do but soak up the pristine beauty of momma nature and, boy, wasn't it the best decision I made with the family. Looking forward to staying longer next time though <3 
  • Before that, I also travelled North for the holy week with my dad and sister. Spent 3 days on the road being all touristy in my own country and stopping over at La Union (my dad's family's hometown) and Vigan, which I have not visited for at least 10 years now.
  • My sister just left today to stay at her college dorm for the next 3 months which means there will be a LOT of me time for moi here at home. Not to mention I might be quitting my work soon, but that's a different story.
  • I just saw Mad Max last Wednesday *fangirl squeaks* and I'm still not over how freaking good it was - the storyline, the acting, the special effects, the feminist message - everything was superb. So please do yourself a favor and watch it now if you haven't!
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Anyway, I've been feeling under the weather lately. This routine, this life, seems to be getting into me and I just feel like I'm barely hanging on. Work > earn > save / spend. That's what it's been like since I got my job and I feel like I'm merely going with the flow here. These places and photos, going to far away destinations, it seems to be the only highlight of my life right now and I'm glad I get to do this somehow. It's just.. I don't think I want to live within this cycle forever. I feel like I'm about to snap. I can feel myself getting old everyday, for fuck's sake. I feel lost and bored and stuck and to top it all off, I feel like shit.

IDK. I just know something's gotta change or else I might kill myself.

Fast forward to the better future, please?

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